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Ayako Kiyota

Wishes



Wish: 

one word.

one’s dreams.

one’s longings.


My own wishes; my precious wishes.

Don’t tell your wishes or else they won’t come true…

…maybe that’s why I stay silent about my wishes.


In my younger years, I would wish for the simplest of things- 

Asking for shooting stars and birthday candles for what I believed would make me the happiest.

Silly wishes…

Silly girl.


My younger self’s rosy cheeks and sparkling eyes. 

My perspective confined to a mind that was small, happy, and beautiful.

Happiness was measured in simplicity and emotions. 

I wish I could go back sometimes.


I became older; time passed too quickly.

My eyes widened to see the real world.

Unrelenting, 

but,

at times, 

magnificent.

Happiness was still important, but getting harder to maintain.

I still loved simplicity, but everything else was more complicated.

I wish someone could have provided the comfort I sought.


I can’t believe another year of my life is coming to an end.

And I’m amazed that another year is about to start.

All of those wishes; I remember every single one…

…some I am still wishing for.


I wish that I will continue to hold them close to my heart.


I gaze at my younger self,

I wish I could tell her what I know now. 

I wish I loved every part of me unconditionally in the moment.


So, to all the versions of me;

Happy birthday to us.

I hope all your wishes come true.



Editors: Luna Y., Alisha B.

Image Source: Unsplash, Nikhita Singhal


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